Mysteries Happen Everyday.

2011-10-21T22:22:00.007+08:00

hi :) now life aku.. hm hm.. Idk how to say it. What people keep asking me nowadays:

1) what are you doing now? have you continue your study?

~nope. I'm still here, in Miri. Part-timing with my mom's friend.

2) What's your job?

~ err. I can't really explain it. All I do is I text people about their outstanding Celcom bills (which 45% people won't/refuse on paying. -GAWDD-) after I'm dont with texting, I send emails. yep. still about the same thing. Reminding people.

3) Cool! It must've been fun rightt?

~ aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. 50 50. yang best, the job is REALLY REALLY REALLY EASY. sik best, SO BORINGGGGGGGGGGG. All I do is just sit and use either the handphone or computer.

and the final sad part about my job is sometimes I get replies: 60% curses, 10% tq's & will pay, 10% wrong numbers, 20% calls & keep asking about the same all over again. ADOIH. seriously. eventhough my senior, Miss Angela, keep on answering them to go to any Celcom counter to check, they still keep on babbling babbling babbling. ADEH. apa susah just go to Celcom and check?

NOTES TO ALL OF YOU;

If ever any of you got a reminder from any agencies like that, and they have sent to the wrong number, do FUCKING not waste your time replying all those cursing words (example, salah number la bodo / p*k*mak / k*mak kau b*bi but*h blablablabla) because we DO NOT CARE ABOUT HOW MAD YOU ARE. we're just doing our job tq :) paling senang, just reply there, "wrong number". that's it. tapi if LAGI MALAS, don't reply a.k.a IGNORE the text. haihs. SUSAH SANGAT KAAA?

my experience? there was once this dude replied saying,
"hoi mangkok! salah org lerr. jgn mnipu bley x?? lau nak dwit ponn, cari kerje lerr. jgn nak nipu2. mangkok hayun tol."

eh KAMON LA, AKU TENGAH KERJA LA. tak boleh nak saba ke? sal org remind bill pun nak marah2 ke bro? KAMON LAA. *aku manas abis baca tok*

another one.. this one fella said,
"p*k*mak b*bi but*h jahanam ko. k*mak s*al. ......."

*........ stands for some more but I forgot*

AI. apahal want to curse curse? dapat pahala issit? did you get any money by that that? NO. you even wasted your crdit wtf. SO ANYWAYS. i'm sort off happy with this job but then I'm ALWAYS sleepy due to boring. haha. three days in a row I fell asleep. luckily no one saw me. heeees. Finally, InsyaAllah I will continue my study in Kuching Jan next year. Amin. ^^v

2011-08-03T02:27:00.002+08:00

okay. aku sik tauk pahal but aku dah automatically FOBIA ngan hidup ku. why? because of CINDY. nya dah seriously berik aku nightmare until aku takut mok move ok.

fobia dalam:

-mok kerja agik.

-mok sambung blajar.

part mok sambung ya, aku takut bah mun lecturer/chef/org nok ngajar aku ya kelak kdak Cindy. AKU SIKMAOKKKK. NOO. CAM SHIT. okay. aku mok FREEE ):

aiyaii.

2011-05-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

It must be awesome to have lots of pretty shirts, dresses and all those type of clothes.

It must be awesome to have lots of pretty shoes, sandals, heels and all those type of footwears.

It must be awesome to have money to buy those.

But I bet it is more awesome to own such pretty face, great body to wear those.

;( ;')

plans?

2011-05-07T23:59:00.006+08:00

okay. since aku dah quit kerja now, in my mind is always about sambong belajar. );

aku rindu alu kawan-kawanku nok aku salu jumpa dolok. esp. Pearl, Fel, Jaje, Phoebe, Rachel, Mimi, Piak, Gary B., Ady, Din, Stacey, Stephanie, Abby, Dyg Afiqah, Carolyn, *sorry mun ada yang aku terlupak taep. too emo right now*
Now ada cdak dah sambong blaja, ada yang akan cau. suma jaoh )';
aku harap bila tokrang dah jaoh, iboh lupak ngan Aleen k? Boh lost contact k? ));

dem. emo alu ku tok eh sampei taep tok pun nangis-nangis.

bok tadik Gary B. kol aku pdh yg nya nampak Pearl rah kampus. mok tauk hatiku auto jealous cause suma cdak dah ada something dipolah.. aku now? menganggur. ): tapi aku happy cdak suma dah ada future (; aku tumpang happy k tokrang k? (: aku berenti kerja ada sebab. aku sik tahan kat sia. too pressure. hmm. ada apa-apa, kontek la aku k? i'll try tolong/be there utk korang k? (=
sikcayak kita dah besar suma, we all had those crazy moments and aku sik akan lupak (; bila kta dah tua tua suma, kta polah reunion k? tengok sapa paling banyak kedut. hahaha (; aku rindu all my friends especially Form Three. that was THE best year ever. ;D kta suma still rapat, no awkwardness. gee. fun times lahh. Form 3 trip to Kuching aku rindu abisss. kta suma lam one big group :D awww.
if possible, before korang cau, kta g jalan k? and bila korg da cuti, kita keluar k? (;

i love you all so much kay? (sapa sangka Aleen madah gtok ehh. hahaha) jaga dirik baet-baet. enjoy (= update-update kan lah aku tok nok jaoh k? number ku *insyaAllah* sik akan bertukar. mun bertukar pun aku akan inform (: korang boh lah tukar number k? (;
rindu alu-alu aee ngan korang now. haihhh. especially all my classmates (ingat cekgu Dahlan? (;) and tuitionmates (ingat MarryBrown moments?). aww. ((=

finally, to all my friends, congrats aku ucapkan ngan tokrang nok berjaya masok into Uni. tokrang dah budak Uni now, sekda gk budak sekolah :P dara-dara/bujang-bujang udah, cepat oh masa berlalu? aku doakan yang terbaek untuk korang. (:

ikhlas dari,

damn~ :(

2011-03-31T19:07:00.003+08:00

life?

has been pretty fvcked up. I need a break from work. I need HOLIDAYS people!
so what did I tried to do? I tried giving Cindy 1-month-notice-resign letter. just now. but due SOME things that happened in the shop, I had to stay another month. which means May would be my last month. WATTAFAAAAAAAKKKK! :((((((
what I can't really accept is that I HAD TO SACRIFICE. not the others. not those who created the problems. but me. FUCK. why me? UGH.
cause I'm so kind and I still think of my friends'/colleagues' feeling. ish. dah eh. malas dah.

MALAS DAH.

WHUT? )))));

2011-03-08T22:27:00.006+08:00

there had been lots of things happening around my life lately *fvck*. ):

today:

Cindy *"darling" supervisor of LL && WOC* caught me doing some stuffs I did few months back ( xD HAHA) and *as usual* she killed me with her verses. Her DAMN sharp painful-to-heart-words *but she never realises that those words also represents herself.* BOO her. Lol. She was so mad till her eyes were more rounded. HAHA. Her eyeballs were seriously red. xD I felt like laughing but hey, I'm not mean kay? xD but still, she took away my mood. (Fvck her) and I went for lunch at 12pm alone. Am couldn't come cause he's still stinky at home xD *don't worry, I still love you dear. ♥♥*

Then I got back lunch. Came a girl (the name's Pat) with her partner asking for a job there. Kak Ebah (my senior - K.E.) told me that's one of the wroker that used to work there and she's VERY close to K.E and K.E's very excited to see her. Aww. she looks so cute jumping like a little kid. Hahaha. So, Pat went for interview with Cindy, asking for her old job back cause she can't stand it at her new workplace and she's really missing K.E. Awwww. Yeah, I'm cool with that BUT! the thing that I'm not cool about is that, Cindy came to me and told me something that's seriously made me sad+aggrieved+no mood+deserted. She told me that she's gonna make me a "Replacement Worker" (whatfvckingever the actual word is). She said that I'm gonna move to WOC (--World Of Cartoon *the shop next to Lovely lace* belongs to the same company with LL--) but I'm still going to be needed at LL. So, if there's too many customer and they can't handle the crowd, they're gonna call me over. Or or whenever the staff of LL's off, I'll be there. WHAT? ): damn. I feel like as if I'm being used. Hey! Look! It's Aleen! Let's just toss her to any shop. She'll do fine. She's young. She'll learn to do things fast. I MEAN! HEY! WTF???! I HATE WOC. Why? Cause I'm fvcking used to LL and I'm VERY comfortable with K.E and Kak Biah *another LL staff* I'm not that comfortable with the other staffs. ): Cindy told me I'll be starting at WOC this Thursday. man. I Don't Want ))): I wanna stayyy! ugh. damn you Cindy Chai!

mode: VERY VERY pissed off.

wow.

2011-02-28T22:58:00.004+08:00

lamak dah I didn't touch this blog yo. hahahaha.

highlights of my life?

> aku dah mula kerja since 4th of Jan.

-- actually aku dah mula on the 1st of Jan kat Eastwood but just for 3 days only xD yup. THREE days jak. hahaha. then I quit and got a job kat Lovely Lace. at first aku ingatkan kerja sia better and everyone's alright. sekda nok terok-terok or whatsoever. BUT. apa nok diharap aku salah.

rupa-rupanya, supervisor sia seriously SIBAI! until now. but atleast now aku dah dapat mula tahan.. and kawan-kawan sia pun aku selesa kerja dengan.. si supervisor ya tek, just 10% jak aku okay/suka ngannya. time nya happy / all smiley-smiley jak aku suka. p bila dah pangei shit nya datang. aku pun shitty juak ngannya. --" sampei lah marek, aku nang dah bena-bena sampei limit kemarahan, aku tahan jak and sabar sampei jantongku bedegup laju. and aku tetiba rasa lelah and maok pengsan. but good thing sik ketara and my face sik pucat whatsoever lah. aku just harap aku sik sakit jantong ka apa ka. hmmmmph. CHOI CHOI CHOI. tapi aku hairan baaa. sebelom tok nang SIK PENAH aku asa sampei lelah gia ehh. hairan ku ngan dunia tok -.-""

> aku seriously RINDU keluar ngan kawan.

-- aku rindu ngan semua membe-membe ku bah T.T tapi bila bejumpa now, laen asa. ada janggal kit dah asa.. aku mok free life. I feel like I wna quit my work. )))):

okay. aku sikcukup masa mok habiskan kata-kata ku. ): aku now rah CoffeeBean, update blog while waiting for Amal Ikhwan untuk pulang kejap mok ambik helmet for me. hee. sorry dear because menyusahkan nya xD LOVE YOU! ♥ :D

2011-02-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

this thing is damn cute rightttt? XD

STACEY MUJAN JAU!

2010-12-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

OMYGOD I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THERE's "Burned" and "Awakened" AFTER TEMPTED!! i want to reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddd! :((((

p/s: sik tergugat ka iman kw tengok these covers?? :O

WHAT'S UP :)

2010-12-26T21:02:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooo :)

okay. it's the 26th, a day after Christmas and there's a newcomer in our family :D

nickname: Baby Ain.♥

weight: 2.7kg

was born at: 0545 hours

she's MY december friend :D

and I LOVE LOVE it when she keeps quiet and fell asleep after stroked her cute-chubby-pink cheeks :))) ♥

p/s: i'm SOOOO looking forward to meet her again :)

);

2010-10-18T13:55:00.007+08:00

I skipped school today. thanks to the my both foot suddenly itch since last night. :/

Boyfriend told me about my Malay subject. he said my friends told him my grade went down :(((

fuck. I kinda had my hopes high and that made me lost my mood. then just now Ady told me I failed my maths. I have lost my hopes for SPM already. ugh.

♥

2010-09-07T15:39:00.003+08:00

just two days before our two monthsary :) Love You Amal Ikhwan. ♥ ;)

Upcoming Eid 2010. hmph.

2010-09-07T15:30:00.004+08:00

everyone is talking about the upcoming Eid celebration.
everyone seems so eager. so happy about it.
not that I'm not happy about it..
just that I CAN wait for it to happen.
everyone can't but I can.

there's just ONE huge problem been on my mind.
that one problem made me lost my interest to celebrate..
*siggghhhhhh*

if only this didn't happened...
stuffs would be way way way way wayyyy better for my life.
fvck it. fvck mistakes. fvck fvck fvck for everything!

heh.

2010-08-31T02:28:00.003+08:00

the need to change the song in my blog.

still can't find the correct time yet~

sorry peeps :)

now i have a phone-date to do x)

can't wait to hear his hot voice x)

i keep on making him wait.

so so so so so so sorry dear :)

♥♥

life.

2010-08-29T20:04:00.019+08:00

so. it has been awhile since I touched this little unspecial blog of mine. =B

ugh.

life?

has been... up and down lately..

but in this post,

I don't wanna get all emo emo now .____.

so,

I'm gonna talk about Amal Ikhwan ♥ :D

with HIM ♥

life has been great :)

he understands me.

he won't get mad if I fell asleep suddenly and didn't reply his text :p

that's how cool he is.

wanna know what's the big deal about it?

you see..

some guys or girls would sulk to their girl or boyfriends just because of that.

then they would fight over a small matter and KEBABOOM.

there goes little fight in their relationship's history.

that's why I don't want to make a big deal of it.

and thank God he acts the same way too ♥

honestly, he's waay better than my ex's.

and the one who I-almost-be-with before.

heh.

and then, he is so special.

he turns everything sweet.

~~I like it.~~ NO. I love it. :)

then he say thanks to things I did.

*not that I'm asking for it*

just that he made me feel appreciated ;)

all his acts. all his words. all what he did.

he melts me in every single way.

the slightest view of him.

the way he smiles.

the way he talks to me.

the way his voice sounds during every calls.

the way he shows his concerns towards me.

made me realize he's the type that I shouldn't easily let go of.

he's a keeper. and I'm gonna try my hardest to keep him.

the way he is, makes me ♥ him.

who would've thought we'd be together eh?

hahaha ;D

I LOVE YOU, AMAL IKHWAN :)

that is just a TINY bit about my dearest. :)

I have to stop typing now.

have to go. awww. see you, bloggie :) ♥

something from him ;)

toodles,

wassup! :)

2010-08-29T18:30:00.006+08:00

yeah.

today I decided to "pay" a visit to my blog.

then I started to think about the ugly-ness of the background and everything..

made my mind to change it. hope you guys like it :)

toodles,

:D

2010-03-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

i am here................... at Jaje's place :D
sleeping over for two nights :) awesome~
:D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY jaje! :D

anyways..
i'm sorry i stopped writing posts for quite a long time..
i just dont have anything to talk about. yikes :/
so..
i got my exams results back. some subjects, i'm quite satisfied.
but like maths and addmaths. no. im not satisfied at all.
ERGH. i even cried because of that. eeeeeeeeee.

hm. what else uh. i'll continue other time k? :)
sorryyy~
i just have nothing to talk about.. hee :))

2010-02-21T01:55:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey.

hmmph.

what to say.

arrrrrrr.

okay. here goes.

right now, it's almost 2AM *1:58am to be accurate*

OH!

2AM! hahahah :D

ily jokwon! :)

mmm.. hours later, at 4-ish, i'd be at shara's place. :)

she's celebrating her 17th bday!

omg. time really flies fast wth?

and she could get her driving license already! :((

hahahahaha :D

yes, i am jealous. for THAT fact :)

i'm not really looking forward for fun things to happen for my birthday this year. it's going to happen during the very-huge-important-test-that-i-could-die-not-sitting SPM. hell right? blegh! sides, i don't think it's going to be fun anyway. why? because my birthday last year was SO not GREAT. SO boring. arrrrrg. but i don't blame anyone for that i guess. hmph. i understand mom's situation and she even apologies to me for that. really, there's no need. i mean, i FEEL bad for her to do that. i mean, why would my own mom apologies to me? just for that? i feel wrong. er..

skipping on..

life has been ~~great~~ boring these days -.-

seriously. this holiday were nothing, but at least i get to sleepover at Nisa's place for a few nights. and enjoying Nek Cu's cornflake thing :))) which the others said spicy (to me not at all =.=) i've been *seriously* ditching my blog for a few days! hahahaha. simply because i'm just lazy OR i don't know what to blog about. other than my normal ramblings.

i'm SO in ♥ with Nichkhun :)))))) he's SO cute, he's the cutest thing! ugh. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

(my heartshapes are cute in bold! lol)

i'm hating my phone so much right now. and that the fact i lost my USB cable, AGAIN! how am i to transfer things to the laptop? eversince the Bluetooth and Infrared have problem to use them, the stuffs in my phone just stuck there. un touched. WTF. i can't just depend on mms! how am i going to put any Khunnie's theme *after i search/download them ofcourse ;)* to my phone?? :(( big BUUHUU :(

i better stop. i want to get back with the full Stars Dance Battle ;))

and and Khunnie wasn't with the other 5 members of 2pm for their perfomance :(( but the perfomance was still yummy :) ♥

toodles.

2010-01-30T13:59:00.003+08:00

lol.

who's gona win today??

SHARK's gonna win today!

Who Who Who?!

SHARK SHARK SHARK!

I can't stop saying that now. hahhahahahaha.

Sydney White.

btw btw btw!

that Prince guy, he's so charming wtf??

especially when when when

he asked the Beta freshmen to sing as his backup

and and and he sang for Sydney White. SO charming lah oi!.

2010-01-30T13:39:00.003+08:00

YIKES!

Today I went to school for co-curriculum thingy.

Then a few of my friends (which I think is A LOT)

said my pimples are getting worse

*which I agree, sadly.*

I totally in need for help about it.

If possible I want them to go away :C

Sides, this is really *for me*

embarassing for I will be attending Elya's birthday party tomorrow

:(((

toodles.

2010-01-29T19:30:00.003+08:00

WHAT??!!

yeah. WHAT?!

this afternoon, i was watching tv with brother and sister.

then this kid in this malay drama was playing Uno Stacko.

OH! i instantly become : I WANA PLAY MINE NOW!

so i went to the store room, went through things and quickly search for it.

but i didn't find it. i was like, WTF?

WHERE IS IT?

i asked my siblings.

they said it's prolly somewhere in there.

search it again.

so i went through things again..

then i found all those toys i used to play during primary school

i found my badminton racket, my snake&&ladder game, etc...

then i realised. HEY.

something's missing....

then i went "WHAT THEEE.. WHERE IS MY EFFIN CAROM BOARD??"

"WHERE IS ITTT???!!!"

my sister *in a chill tone* said,

"oh. Mom threw it away. the board has been in bad-condition. that's why Mom threw it away."

i shouted,"WHAT THE??!! THAT'S MY BOARD! WHY DIDN'T YOU GUYS TELL ME??! DID YOU NOT KNOW THAT THAT CAROM BOARD WAS MY 12TH YEARS OLD'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT???? AND IT IS ONE OF MY BEST MEMORIES WITH DAD!!!"

fvck fvck fvck fvck! i WANT that board back! UGH!!

i miss it. A LOT.

then i didn't feel like talking to my brother nor my sister.

so, i just shut up in the room, finding the Uno Stacko..

found it on the books in the shelf.

i played it.

p/s: i'm SO gona ask && scold Mom for throwing it away! UGH.

toodles.

2010-01-27T17:57:00.003+08:00

GOOGLE!

Korean B-boy comedy team : Breakout :))

2010-01-27T17:04:00.005+08:00

A No Point Post.

today's school was fun :))

because the school's fire drill saved us from studying.

HAHA. :)))

even though it was effin hot ._.

science teacher got mad today.

meh.

moving on..

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG :))))

HE recognizes me EVEN with my tudung on!

hahahahahahahahaha.

suk aku oi :P bodo eh.

hahah.

then we got this Student Enquiry Form :))

i REALLY REALLY hope i get a letter from a Uni or something XD

you know.. those offer letter type :)

HAHAHA. oh come on!

DREAM BIG lah you Aleen! :(

okay. i'm watching Dream Team on 303 now.

toodles.

2010-01-25T19:42:00.010+08:00

Recommended.

i was online and went offline about an hour ago.

then i watch tv.

Star Movies puts on this really interesting movie :))

it's about during World War II when the white people had issues with Jewish people.

it's really AWW-ing :))

i seriously recommend to all of you about it.

it's very touché :)

i'm still watching it right now actually. hahaha.

but then sister changed to Biggest Loser.

blegh. i was watching that! wtf?

Oooh.

this morning when i woke up, i realised there was a misscalled by this unknown number.

hm. wonder who could it be...

was thinking to text the person and ask who he/she is..

but the problem is my credit's effin low. so...

it's a No-No then..

Meh.

Bro's making chicken roasted btw.

i could smell it wtf :)))))

i'm hungy la oi! :C

toodles.

2010-01-25T17:06:00.006+08:00

HEY.

i had loads to blog since few weeks ago

(2 weeks ago to be accurate)

but now, turns out that i wont be posting them.

since it'll be kind've OLD for me to post them?

i have a lot to think now.

about my tuition schedule...

i've been planning to take History, Maths and Science subject at Oxford.

so i told Felicia about it.

turned out, she said i'm "so mean" for not taking Addmaths with her.

lol.

i want to take Addmaths with her.

but the problem is.

the time for Science && Addmaths' subjects clash.
yes. ERGH. i mean. i NEED to take Science.

but at the same time, i WANT to take Addmaths at Oxford :/

i asked my Mom about it.

what she said?

"oh. i don't mind. i don't know you. i leave you to do the thinkings."

OH. BIG help from you Mom! GEE! THANK YOU.

ERGH! eeeeeeeee!

friday, Daud stayed at my place.

yesterday, the three boys stayed here, for the PBSM dinner thingy.

now, they're going fishing. wtf.

DIDNT BRING ME ALONG! kenja you three!

hahahahahahha :D

but when i knew that Afiqie was the one who drove them for their fishing-activity,

nvm then. i change my mind. i don't want to go.

hahahahah :P it's not like they know i wanted to come along :P

hahahahahahahaha :P

i was singing my lungs out just now :D

turning up the volume. ignore the rest of the world :D

YEAH :))))

want to know why?

because i'm A-L-O-N-E at home :))

yes! well. this isn't really my first time being alone at home. lol

it's just that today i feel, FREEDOM. finally.

WEIRD? yes. maybe?

then i got bored.

wanted to do my homeworks, but turns out i finished my History work.

and idk how to the Accounting exercise.

blegh. go to hell.

thinking to hang out with Pearl today,

AFTER SOOOOOOOOO long we didn't hung out at the Tangga.

but i think it will be a No-No.

her Mom wouldn't let.

OH YEAHHHH!!

TODAY!!!

at school.

TAN LEE CHIEN is such a BiTcH

wtf!!

EFF HER!

GO TO EFFIN HELL LA YOU BISH!

YOU SCUMBAG!!

i really really really wanted to write a complaint letter and ask for a different teacher to teach us wtf.

REALLY i do. meh.

when the FUCK can i go jogging again?

Shittyshitshit.

i've effin GAIN weight!

like 1kg?

fuckfuckfuckfuck.

okay. stop it.

hm.

you know.

i miss marching now. :))))

really i do...

toodles.

2010-01-17T17:47:00.004+08:00

REMINISCING ;)

so yeah..

now i'm a senior in my school already. wtf?

last year of schooling T.T

sigh. but somehow i'm happy. :D

i was FB-ing. and i did this interview thingy.

i did a question saying,"when did you first met Felicia Julin"

so i answered with

"somewhen in primary school :D i think it was in primary One :D same class :))"

so felicia commented on that post.

and we ended up reminiscing *even for short comments* our Primary One year :D

then i remembered when we were in Primary Three.

Mdm. Liew (the teacher who couldn't stop nagging),

was teaching us those Time Tables (1x1, 2x2, 3x3, 4x4, 5x5, etc etc.. lol)

i was sitting at the last row on the right with Felicia, Lisa && the rest i forgot on the floor.

i was paying attention at first, then i heard them talking about their blood types..

HAHAHA.

i remember i told them i was A,D, E blood type. HAHAHAHA!

and they were like nodding their heads whilst some of them saying," oooooh.."

and Felicia told that she has A, O blood type.

there was this girl (who i wasnt sure of)

told us she is AB, F,E blood type and i said,"the top we can have is only 3 blood types."

and she said,"oh. maybe i am AB and F"

HAHAHAHA! how stupid retarded could we get when we were kids?!

REALLY stupid retarded XD

hahahahahah!!

man. i couldnt stop smiling everytime i remember this x)

but i guess the other girls don't remember this anymore.

hahahahah!!

A,D, E blood type eh? lol!

toodles.

2010-01-09T18:18:00.003+08:00

Yay!

omg. i'm SOO in love with the song i put up here :)))

the lyrics. is just how i feel lately.

totally 100% ):

2010-01-09T16:33:00.007+08:00

FINALLY i met him. :)

i saw him laying on my bed.

dad. father. daddy. papi. abbi. abah. otosan. pappa. bapa. (say it in different languages, still it means the same :] )

yes. i saw Daddy laying on my bed.

he was sick that time.

i came up to him.

i was taking care of him.

i asked if he's fine and all..

then i don't know.

suddenly we were both quarreling.

i remembered i was saying :-

me: daddy! i miss you! been long since i've seen you!

Daddy: what? no. you've seen me always!

me: nooo..! it's been like, what? 5 years since you've left us!

(somehow it was that long when it's actually like 2 years?)

Daddy: no! ohh! so you want me to leave you that long??!

me: no no no!! i was just saying the fact! you left us 5 years!

Daddy: no! it's been 2 years!

me: NO! FIVE years!

( i insisted five years when he was saying the truth)

then we quarreled.

i ended up crying to Mom.

i told her what happened.

everything turned blur.

then this man. this white man was suddenly there.

an unknown man.

i was somehow calling him "DAD".

i was quarreling with him too.

then these words came out from my mouth,

"i wish you weren't my dad! I MISS MY DADDY!! I WANT HIM!"

and guess what?

i was eating a few cakes Mom made for us.

it was delicious. yummy. délicieux. delizioso.

there were cupcakes, birthday cake, anycake you want. name it.

they were there.

the cupcakes were my fave that time.

i went to my Daddy. showed him the cupcake. let him tried it.

somehow Daddy changed into the stranger i called dad.

and i was somehow friendly with him.

i heard my phone making some noise.

it was an animal making noises.

yeah. noises. it was my chicken ringtone.

i realized it was the alarm i set at 12.30pm.

POOF!

i woke up.

realizing that was all just a dream.

perhaps a bad dream?

i am happy to have that dream.

because i get to meet my Daddy.

to be able to converse with him after all this time.

even just in a dream.

i am sad to have that dream.

because someone was replacing my Daddy.

i don't ever want that to happen.

i LOVE my Daddy so much for that to happen.

please Allah! don't replace Daddy with anyone in my heart.

i don't mind if Mom is remarrying someone else now.

(i don't know if this ever going to happen though)

but i DO mind if that stranger could make me forget Daddy.

after all the thinkings. i went back to sleep.

teeheees :P

toodles.

2010-01-09T16:06:00.009+08:00

MEH.

woke up around 1.30pm just now.

FINALLY! after a WHOLE week of waking up effin early, i get to wake up late :)))

checked my phone. said there,"2 messages received".

1 was from DiGi. saying stuffs that i forgot what was it about. ehe.

the other one was from Abby. saying,"i saw your car at the traffic light just now. hehe. where are you going?"

i was thinking to myself.. when did i went out? O.o

i guess that was either my mom or my bro..

replied her..

after all that. i was thinking..

what should i do today?

sat on the bed.

turned on my laptop..

immediately my fingers moved cross the keyboard..

typing.. "facebook.com"

hahah. yes. that's my first webbiestination. (does that word even exist? xD)

then i think i shall read blogs..

opened people's url's..

and read..

hahaha.

lame. -.- wtf.

then i know what imma do. blog.

blog about something :)

something happy+sad.

something i just had this morning..

wna know what's that?

read upper blog :)

anyways. before that.

i went down just now.

checked my weight.

omfg!

i lost 1.1kg by just an overnight! :D :D

that's all. hahah.

went up again. typing && typing..

then the house phone rang..

i answered..

it was Pearl.

she asked me if i am free this evening..

i said yeah..

she wants to go to the Tangga with me :)

she need a place to relax.

hmm.. wonder why.

so, i asked her.

whaddup?

she replied.

something happened.will tell you later.

i answered.

okay.

kaban, i hope you'll be fine soon :)

then i received a text by Stacey :)

FINALLY! :D

pok, aku indu kwu eh!

hahahaha.

we text && text.

she said during the first week, they cried.

the PLKN girls i meant.

heheh..

i feel sorry for them though :)

they're homesick.

awww...

toodles.

2010-01-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

kanji bah you STACEY MUJAN JAU! :(((

you wna know why?

cause evytime i open your blog,

something will be played automatically.

not just once, but REPEATING :|

wna know what issit?

your song! :((((

you make me miss him SOOO BADDD...

T.T

but terharu also me because you put it :)

lyrics are very touchy~

thanx to mr.JMLWL for introducing me the song in mid December '09 :)

toodles.

2010-01-09T01:15:00.008+08:00

When I'm Still Effin' Bored In The Morning.

about 30 mins ago, i was typing the post down there.

i still haven't start on addmaths revision.

lol.

i prolly will not.

i miss typing in my blog. haha.

weird? yes. maybe?

ah. i just looked at my phone.

prolly thousands of times the "Low Battery" warning showed up.

hahaha.

will charge you later, phone :)

i'm hungry.

i didn't take my dinner just now. ngahahah :D

i felt better. like 15% better. from the whole day's misery.

because i get to go jogging with pearl :)

after WEEEEEKS of staying at home, not going jogging.

i gain like 0.5 kg just because i didn't jog for the last 3 or 4 weeks? prolly.

wtf.

thank you sayang!

for trying your hard to make me happy yesterday :)

thank you gerald!

for the advises you gave me :)

i'm trying so hard to focus on my studies.

but i'm back to how i was in form 4.

i don't want that. seriously.

the other night.

i went to Oxford Morsjaya Tuition Centre with pearl.

we checked the schedule for the subjects that we're going to take.

i'm thinking of taking everyday classes. on weekends too.

but i want to take tuitions at the tutor's house.

i'm ready to sacrifice myself for this year.

i can't bear failing for my SPM.

i keep on reading those pep-talks/texts that i got since my PMR result came out on 30th Nov 2008.

just something to keep my spirit up ya know.

heheh.

heh. no idea on what i want to talk more.

will continue later.

can't stop singing this:

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

disini aku merindukan dirimu

kini kucoba mencari penggantimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

wtf? i miss JMLWL sfm! ):

toodles.

2010-01-09T00:22:00.004+08:00

friday 8.1.2010.

form 5 year started this week on MONDAY.

all i can say, nothing has changed much.

still the same old boring teachers.

wait. there are some changes.

but only A FEW.

robinet asked us to bring plants.

EVERY one. wtf. ?

for class deco.

not just our class. EVERY classes.

shitty.

i did my maths hw last night btw.

proud :)

HAHA. lame. i know.

been ages since i last touched my blog.

wanted to post about '09 Kuching Trip.

but. it'll be long as hell.

ngeh.

still. will find time to do that post then.

see if i still remember what exactly happened aites?

i miss mr.JMLWL so much.

when are you coming back from kampong? :(

i miss mr.g. :)

when can i go there and meet you? :)

i miss stacey ALOT.

when are you coming back from NS? :((

when can i go to HP and hang out with you and drive around your dad's motorcycle with you? :(

i miss nisa Qrius :)

when are we going to meet again? :)

i miss PHOEBE SIMON! T.T

when can i go there and meet you and hang out with youu?? :((

i miss RACHEL PURA!

when can i go there and meet you and do crazy stuff with you? :(

i miss THEODORIC JOB LINGAN.

sayang! when can we meet? huggie? :)

i miss pearl :)

kaban! when can we hang out?? :D

i miss nisa *cousin*

when can we have sleepovers? :) and sit on the roof.

lastly, I MISS MY DADDY. :|

it's been VERRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYY long since i've hug him. since i played with his fat tummy. hahah. since i've quarrel with him and get along with him back. i miss so much about him that i've lost my words just to type in here.

i miss going to the kuching trips. i'm sorry. but i just do okay?

i know i have no life talking too much about the trip but i had real great times there.

the best two holidays i've ever been too...

moreover, i get to go with my friends. my GOOD friends. my BEST friends :)

i hate living in 2010.

i hate being in form 5.

wna effin know why?

BECAUSE PEOPLE CAN'T STOP REMINDING ABOUT THAT BULLSHIT SPM!

i know it's important. VERY important wtf.

but PLEASE stop talking and reminding me about it.

i need time to just stop thinking about it kay?

thinking about SPM, automatically leads me to thinking about my EFFIN' FUTURE!

i HATE it. hate hate HATE it!

i'm not ready.

i know it's too early but i am already nervous! wtf.

okay. im bullshitting right now. meh.

i need credit!

i need DiGi yellowdude to go to his kampong right now!

so that he can text me.

i hate it when we were *sort of* quarelling over the phone the other night.

i feel bad. ):

guess i'm gona do my addmaths revision at 1am, which is after this.

WTF? i know. -.-

toodles.

2009-11-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

"Like how i did to you. To spice up your life with a huge smile craft on your face and a laughter of joy :-D" - Theodoric Job Lingan

2009-11-14T00:58:00.001+08:00

just got back from Kuching Trip '09. WAS GREAT! will find time to explain about the trip. now i'm tired.. and wna text someone. hahahah. :D

2009-10-19T19:03:00.004+08:00

.exam semester 2 starts today. until next week, Friday. WTF yaw.

.1st day, the subjects are alreaedy hard. they were Addscience && Account. wtf. i don't even want to comment about that. i'm stupid. SO obvious. ngeh.

.continue this post on this weekend. i'm unable to online much nowadays. especially on weekdays. Mom + nagging= you know already right?

so. BYE.

2009-10-17T18:57:00.004+08:00

OH. i went youtubing for 2pm hot blood yesterday xD man.

nichkhun is so CUTE! + HOT xD

and and taecyon has a piggy doll? :D hahaha

i "print-screen"ed those pics. lol! SO CUTE RIGHT? XD *drools*

2009-10-17T17:42:00.004+08:00

.i.......... dont know what to say about my diet for today O.o i ate lunch *eventhough it's only a small portion* I STILL ATE LUNCH. but it's okay. if not, mr. j won't be my friend. lol. his way of talking to eat. lol.

.around 4.30pm Mom called and said we're going dinner to MB tonight -.-" more junk food's going to my tummy. i'll try to find if there's any vege-food there. haih.. hehe.

.and now.. Sis just fried the Fish Tofu. dont know what it is? it's this one:

.do you realise how fatty it is?? especially with the oil that my sis used. -.-

.well. that's pretty much it :)

2009-10-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

thursday. 15th Oct.

.woke up at 5.45. went down to check my schoolbooks, went up back again and took my shower. mandikkk ;) damn cold~ even with the hot shower. rawr. then went to school kinda late-ish around 6.57? my name was written by the prefect for being late. like i care. pssst.

.got to school. NORMAL school day :) oh oh! during science~ the boys (the bumi's) made their pants high+ made geeky hairstyle+acting as geeks= boys' GEEKS day! :D hahahaha~ crazy..

.me, jaja, felicia, gary b., izzuddin laughed hard at fareez! hahahahaha! he really did look like a geek. "nerd gaok" bak kata jaja :D:D hahaha!

.found out we had a new Sivik teacher.. some guy from Kapit i heard? some people berkenja infront of that teacher! ew. haih. luckily TLC didnt came and sit-in. PHEW~ hahahaha. we really hate that nagging teacher. bleh.

.got home. had lunch =mee kolok wantan from jasmine's cafe=. took a short shower. went to sleep. woke up around 6.30pm? and watched tv+online until now. haha. just now on the news, they claimed that North Pole is going to melt and will become the sea. haih? o.O oh no?!

http://www.cbc.ca/canada/north/story/2009/10/14/arctic-sea-summer.html

read that web. oh. im scared. wtf. nothing much. ciao~ :)

2009-10-12T16:33:00.005+08:00

after a few hand stretching, i then realised the muscles at my arm's area are hurt too. both sides. dammit. my abdominal muscles still hurt very fuckin much! >.<>

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

if only i have this cat's flexibility :(

2009-10-12T13:51:00.001+08:00

i am so hungry. i'm even jealous with this cat.

2009-10-12T12:41:00.006+08:00

.today. i didn't go to school. school's out in about a few more minutes.(now it is 12.42). but i'm not there. my reason today for not coming to school is that because my both sides of my upper abdominal hurts :( just below my ribs and 2 inches to my navel.

.i can't laugh too much. that sucks real bad. i spent my morning watching I Love You Beth Cooper dvd that i borrowed from my cousin. hahaha. i like it :D 4 out of 5 stars :D it's funny. but i can't laugh :(( about 10am the movie finished. sigh. bored.

.i searched for cooked-foods but there's not any. well. there is. last night's extras. but i'm just too lazy to reheat them. so i found myself fish-frankfurts. YUCK. fishy smell some more. EW =\ had to finish all four of them. yes. FOUR. already sickening. yuck.

.after that. turned on the laptop, go online while watching the tv. until now. that's what i'm doing. just checked the timing. it's 12.50 now. students are supposed to be walking around school by now. hehe. oh. i miss.... i don't know who. really. i don't.

.this evening i'm going to tuition. have too. since i missed school. just hoping i could go eat at marry brown :D with my mates :) i'll try and ask pearl if she wants to go half an hour early to tuition so we can fill our stomachs up :D

.that's pretty much it ;) for now.

believe me. i feel what this cat feels

p/s: i want "mee kolok wantan special from PakCik Wan Cafe please ;((

2009-10-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

.tonight. my friend's are having the night of their lives :) with all their viva-la-glam dresses :) bet ya'll look hot. hehe. can't wait to see their pics :) i'm not going. don't even want to say why. keep it in here *puts hand on heart* haha. my loss for no going. hehe. chillex.

.neho0ts. i'm stuck at home. bored to death. haha. feels like relaxing at Taman Awam. but i don't have any transport to do so. so. still stuck here. sigh. the late the time is, the more i want to hang out. sigh. wonder how the girls are doing. they must be laughing their heads all the time. with joys all over their face :D

.that's all i guess? :)

.oh yeah. i google-ed some bored pics for this post. i found some. haha. i like the cat :)

2009-10-09T22:29:00.004+08:00

saturday 3rd oct 09.

.our school went to this Career Talk at Imperial Hotel. as usual, my mates (felicia, jaja,elya,jasmin) went for it. we decided to follow the bus that school provided. we went to school early in the morning around 7.45am++ish? we hung out at the canteen. then we went into this schoolbus. the ride.

.the talk went on until 12.30pm.. hazirah didn't come :( we planned to have lunch at dave's deli but it was raining when we got down. so we had lunch at kfc. haha. me and jas ordered cheezy chickeroni. it was okay. i like the chickenball. lol. after that, we went around imperial mall since jaja wanted to find a dress for the Interact installation night. we went to various shops :D

.at some part in boulevard, we met our other friends and we walked together to this shop and jaja, michelle, joyce tried some dress. they look nice :) hehehe. after that we split up because me, jas,jaja,felicia and elya went for MANICURE. hahaha. yes! M-A-N-I-C-U-R-E. hahaha. it was allllll goood. :) we took some pictures using jaja's phone :) i'll ask from her someday and post it up here. MAYBE. :)

.after that we go eat at Desert's ice cream :) i ate Cookies&cream && blueberries something something ice cream. haha. i forgot. i love it :D

.not long after that, felicia had to go back since her mom was already there. and elya too. then, jaja and jas went to Speedy when i walked felicia to the sugarbun entrance. haha. found out that when jaja and jas went into the shop, jaja's bag made the metal scanner sounds! hahahahha.

.i got back to them and jas bought her b.e.p album! hahah! suk LALU that girl! haha. she got free tshirt again! hehe. we were in this shop near the hotel lobby when jaja said she had to go back. so it's only me and jas. i called my bro, asked him to pick me up. then while waiting, we walked around and we went checking our eyes' degrees and my degrees increased since last year!! i have to wear SPECS now! :( not long after that my brother fetched me.

i like this one

and this one too!

.we went to megahotel for my cousin's wedding. me, nisa, kakak, ewan went down and bought stuffs. i bought sandal+slipper-ish :) we got ready around 6.++pm and we had to go to the ballroom and our duty was to be receptionists. hahah. we got this special corsage ;D

.we took a lot of pictures but i haven't get them yet. they're still with nisa. our whole family stayed at the hotel for the night. around 11.30++pm, me, my bro, nisa, ewan, hisham, kak zuryn, izie, my aunty and my grandma went for supper opposite SoHo. damn. that place is noisy! because of the motorcycles! goddd..

.we came back around 2.++am. i went up to my room and sleep. haha. i can't stand being up anymore. hehe.

sunday 4th Oct 09.

.mom went to KL in the morning. i didnt realise. my brother sent her to the airport. i woke up 11.30++ish abruptly by my sis! dang! talk about sleeping-disturber! we had to check out at midday. haha. we had to rush everything up. then after checking out, our whole family went to have lunch at Nasi Lemak Rasa Segar. mann.. kueh tiaw is so nice there! gah! haha.

.after that, we went to my newly-married cousin's house. the couple opened the presents. haha. we had fun :) then we were at their house until it was 6.00++pm and abang had to go somewhere, so me and kakak had to go back. hm. sad. haha. nothing much happened. i can't wait for the pictures! aaaaaaaa. FASTER LA NISA!

2009-10-09T21:07:00.004+08:00

tuesday 6th october 09.

.today we learnt that WOMEN needs more water especially during pregnancy. interesting. how could i not know this when it's a general thing. hehe. that happened to our own teacher's wife. she complained that she can't move so mr. wong brought her to MCMC to check. turned out that she's lack of water in her body. this was during addscience.

.morning. i was late. it was nearly 7 when i left home. just got out of bumiko when i saw amal walking to school. i told my brother,"eh! that's amal" then he said,"ukannya sekolah kwu ka? mok suroh nya tumpang?" i replied with "yah. my school. sure". my brother stopped the car next to amal and i asked..

me: psst! kwu bjalan ke skolah ka? (are you walking to school?)

him: him. umm.. aok (yep) *thinking face*

me: oh. maok tumpang? (want a lift?)

him: umm.. boleh juak. (okay. sure) *another thinking face*

.he went in. we went too school. it was 7.05am++, mr.wong stopped us and asked why were late. both of us told him that amal's car broke down and my car had problem starting at the beginning.

.went to class, our bm teacher didn't come. YES. cikgu lokman sat-in. stuffs went as "normal" day school.

HISTORY OF THE DAY:

i can throw Skittles on the air and catch them with my mouth! :D

p/s: terowongnya dah kenak laluu.

2009-10-09T19:14:00.002+08:00

tuesday 8 SEPTEMBER 09.

.sahur was silent between me and my bro. WTF. i didn't even looked at him. I DONT CARE. *jaja singing IDC song in my head* lol.

.went to school like normal. as alwways, i laughed a lot because of jaja and felicia especially. haha.

.abang fetched me from school at 1.15pm-ish! wtf. AND we didnt go STRAIGHT home! we went to freakin PBSM HQ! wtf. i stayed in the car, SWEATING but i managed to sleep for 1 hour. haha. wth.

.got home at 3 and slept until my sis abruptly woke me up around 6! i told my bro to wake me up when my alrm rang at 5 but i guess he didn't try hard enough to wake me until i'm up. wth. i had to rush everything! the need to wash my hair again! i won't go out with my hair unwashed! ew.

at 6.20pm-ish, my brother drove fast to ParkCity Hotel. we got there in just EIGHT minutes! only!

.me and my family broke our fast at 6.30pm. we had tons of foods. i love the prawn xD

.got back home at 9ish pm and went directly to sleep. lol. yeah..

wednesday 9 SEPTEMBER 09.

.sahur at 4.30. kakak was shouting like a madwoman to wake me, abang and mom. wth. madhouse. HMF. what is wrong with old people nowadays? seriously! they think TOO freakin much wtf. i hope i'm not like that in few years time. sigh.

.got ready to school. went to school. arrived at the same time with elya and joyce. me and elya went to felicia who was talking with serena near the canteen. then we walked to class. jaja didnt come :(

.first and second period was bm! Mdm TanLeeChien, like always, bitchin' around wtf. third and fourth was addmaths, another bitchy teacher teacher wtf. those periods, i was giving completely ZERO% attention. HAH. cause i dont care, eh eh eh eh eh.. jajaa.. :D

2009-10-09T18:08:00.005+08:00

monday 7 SEPTEMBER 09.

.sahur. && blablabla.

.went to school. had a "NORMAL" day at school :)

.home, slept until 5.

.woke up, got ready, went for tuition. Pearl followed me. we got there at about 6. waited in front of the toto $D place. waited for felicia. she came about 10 mins later. we went around the bazaar (Ramadan Bazaar infront of Servay Morsjaya). i bought 2 Milo for myself. a Lemon Blur for felicia. i didnt buy any food for breaking my fast cause i was pretty much LAZY.

.broke my fast in the class because i was scared-ish + lazy to go out since our teacher warned me for going out too long. WHATEVER. =,= felicia asked me to google "Nichkhun" from 2PM. i did. he has SUCH PRETTY FACE. omg. and he reminds me of David Archuletta with his short hair except he has slanted eyes. :D no? then it's only me. hehe.

.got home and sleept. WHOOT. i told my brother about me passing my Account subject, he wasn't happy at all. instead he went nagging with those emotional words to me. wtf man. i cried. WTF.

2009-10-09T17:08:00.008+08:00

omg. these were last month's posts.

Sunday 7/9/09.

jaja, elya, jas, hazirah and me went to Parkson around 3.30pm? at first izzuddin was with us but he went back at 5..? we walked around parkson. hazirah knows everyone! hahaha! jaja didn't stop with," Zirah, padah lok sapa nok kau xkenal??" -zirah, tell me who else you don't know??-- hahaha and of course we laughed. LOL

hazirah brought her DSLR. haha. there was one part wwhere she brought us to this nappy change room, jas, jaja and hazirah was about to take picture when this man who works at parkson went in the room and chased us out of the room. HAHAHA! then izzuddin had to go. so yeah. we went to the changing room. the 4 of them busy taking pictures when i saw a reflection of a woman in worker uniform saying stuffs in Iban like,"a group of kids came in the room and play around, taking pictures."

so i told my friends to quiet down and told them about someone being outside of the fitting room trying to see what we were up to. we kept quiet, then acted as if we were testing clothes. HAHA. i went out to check whether the coast was clear, and it was. then, we went to see the clothes on sale. hazirah, jaja and jas tested on clothes. me and elya, none.

then we went to the shop that has the machines for us to take photos? so yeah. we chose the background pictures but only until 5 or 6 of them, we had to go to break our fast (it was still fasting month that time) we ended up at COOK & CHILLI. WARNING! DON'T EAT THERE! the staffs there are CREEPY!, CLUMSY, and FORGETFUL!? and not too mention RUDE! WTF. my food ended up not coming at ALL. my drink came LATE (after the break time!) i had to ask some from elya =.= AND my drink SUCKS. it's totally BITTER because of the tea flavour, and TASTELESS. omg? the guy who took our order is retarded. SERIOUSLY. wtf. my friends asked for FOUR, i repeat, F-O-U-effing R! glasses of sugar water and the staff only gave us ONE?! geez. waddup with the maths thingy, mistah?? and jaja joked about it, saying,"patutlaa aku xpass addmaths. padu gtok nya ngira."--no wonder i never pass my addmaths. this is how they count-- .back to the retarded guy. he even had the time to ask elya whether she has fb or not. WHAT THE HELL. it goes like this:

retard: ktk ada facebook x? -do you have fb?-

elya: xda. *she glanced through the corner of her eye* -no.-

retard: aie. bulak ktk. xkan org kacak kdak ktk xda fb. -what? you're lying. no way pretty girl like you dont have fb-

elya: mek xda. dah delete dah!*glares + her tone was harsh. i like :D* -i dont have. i've deleted it!-

i have lots to say about this so-called "restaurant" but i'm too lazy to type. lol. making me angry only! but that "restaurant" has nice interior design. elya, hazirah, jaja and jas took loads of pictures there using hazirah's dslr cam. lol.

after the four of them were done eating, we decided to go to Secret Recipe since i was still hungry.! there, it feels WAY good! i ate spaghetti bolognese and my friends ordered cakes and stuff. they camwhored again! hahaha. especially jaja, zirah and jas! ;p *pics are on hazirah's facebook :)* while we were there, nadine walking passed us with her mom. haha. we saw carolyn from far.

done with SR, we walked back to that photo place, choose more backgrounds up to 20. took the pics and we did alot of deletings and retake those pictures. lol! we had fun :) if got time, i'll scan the pics and post it up on facebook :):)

after taking the pictures, elya went back early, the four of us walk down and i went back after that. good times! :D thanks for the great memory :) we went out because it was

HAZIRAH's SWEET 6-TEEN ;D

2009-09-04T23:18:00.007+08:00

Thursday. 3rd September 09. (this was written first on my usual "blog" book for school. haha and i wrote it during at school that morning.)

morning.

Kakak woke me up abruptly at 4.37 a.m. and asked me I want to 'sahur' or not since it was already late but i still said 'yes'. so after sahur me and Abang sat infront of the TV and watched American Dragon (it's odd we watch that cartoon EVERY MORNING since fasting month started). at 5.15 a.m i fell asleep on the couch, good thing i set my alarm at 5.40. lol.

at 5.40 am, woke up again, checked my schoolbooks, then went to take my shower.

school.

got to school around 6.50-ish i think?. was otw to my block, when i heard, "NURHAZLEEN!" "KENJA NAAAAA JUAK!!" and instantly in my head goes,"heyy. i know that voice", turned around and saw... who else, if it's not the loud girl *wink*, FELICIA ABJ! lol. i went to them (Felicia went to Serena and Stephanie --more to Serena actually)

then Qawiem went," Bising NA Kau Tok!" (in teasing way of course). of course, Felicia replied with words like,"GAGO KAU YA!" "SUKATI AKU LAH! SETAYEL BAH!" "KENJA KAU YA!".

i was looking+laughing at her when she suddenly 'shrinked' like little girl got scared. i turned and i saw Zainal was giving the freaky look that he always gives Felicia everytime they bump into each other. i laughed SO HARD! hahaha! (btw, Qawiem and Zainal were washing their hands at the sink at the canteen)

went up to class, Dahlan came, asked us to help him checked form 5 classes for their Perdagangan (idk what's it in English) exam objective paper. we started with 5L7, i checked an unknown guy's paper, he got 19/40. second class was 5L6, i saw Jon's paper, grabbed and checked it. lol. his objective paper's marks were like :

(some of you may not know how this answer sheet looks like in real life. lol sorry)

Jon scored 18/40. haha

Jed's, was checked by Felicia and he scored 26/40. smart! (well, kira pande la ya pok!). his girfriend got 27/40. fuih! haha.

PA finished and we still haven't get our own paper. sad. it was maths next. Mr Law came. asked Azreen to write the answers for our exam on the board.

then there's this part where she forgot to write something, she wrote it in small letters so the class got cranky (it's more to the boys' side) and asked her to write again. Gary B., as always, bising2, saying "tulis balit la! kenja bah!" and threw chalk to Azreen (kinda stupid for Gary to do that). she got mad-ish and threw the duster to Gary, then Hamka was saying stuffs that made her rage went up the mountain (seriously, Hamka was SO STUPID to do that!), threw chalkS at him, still he said those stuffs and Azreen went psycho. She stopped writing them, went out of the class, my classmates were saying that she's going to complain to the teacher or she's going to cry but i know the real thing. she wasnt crying or complained to teacher. she was thinking of something else that made her stop writing or else something going to happen.

ANYWAYS, Adeline continued Azreen's writing. that time Mr Law was out, not long after Azreen left the class, he went back in. after about 5mins plus, Azreen got back in class. after maths was breaktime, we hung out infront of our class at the balcony. after the break, science. we went to lab. we're BORED TO DEATH please!!! sleepy too!!! and i'm writing this thing (it is 11.10). later continue again. bye. OOHF! and felicia's drawing ♥s again. i'll take pics of them later. ;]

OH AND WE MISS JAJA!

IF YOU'RE READING THIS,JAJA,WE MISS YOU! :D

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after science when the bell rang, i wondered why everyone was walking slowly and carefully out of the lab. i turned and i knew why! Izzuddin and Adiey were sleeping! hahaha. Adiey looked so cute lah! haha. like kid only. HAHA! me and Felicia stayed in the lab, standing beside the door, smiling to ourselves. Adiey woke up but then he continued sleeping again and both of us laughed. hahaha. Fareez and Melvin went to wake Adiey and planned to leave Izzuddin sleeping but then they cant do it. hahaha. Adiey was just stubborn. lol. that boy. then Fareez, Melvin, Gary B. and some others tried everything they can think of to wake Izzuddin (who was TOTALLY unconcious of what happens around him. lol!)
e.g:
1)they said the Thank You Teacher LOUD enough
2)Gary B. shouter "FIRE! FIRE! FIRE!" in malay.

but nothing worked. =,=" hahaha! me and Felicia laughed like hell. LOL.
then Su Ling went to Izzuddin to wake him up. HAHA! Izziddin finally did. he said he didn't hear anything especially the part when the boys were making noises. lol. otw to class, me, Felicia, Gary, Fareez, Adiey and Izzuddin were standing at the end of the balcony for form 5 floor, infront of the staircase part and Fareez found a WATERGUN! HAHA! he brought it up to class until now. lol. it's 12.15. 10 more mins to go back! :D
it's English class btw, Azreen suddenly wrote 'Impy' on a piece of paper and asked,"do you know what's that?" (in Sarawak). it sounded familiar though, i said," isn't that is a cartoon?" she laughed and said yes. i told her i'm going to google Impy :)
5 mins then she asked permission to be excused early at the teacher because she has to do her prefect duty. that's kinda it i guess. BYE :D take care ;)

2009-08-22T18:35:00.004+08:00

my heart has been crushed. seriously. by mom, abang and kakak. just mean.

i want to take motor license this year but then kakak "accidentally" told me that mom wont let me take motor license. WTF! i WANT. i mean. i CANNOT wait until i'm 18. it's going to be a VERY LONG TIME to wait. wtf. sigh. i was almost crying but i wasn't because of abang and kakak's presence. GOD. why is it SO WRONG?! ): 3 years is A LOOOOONG way to go bah ):): SHIT!

2009-08-17T16:14:00.001+08:00

another Jason Mraz on Ellen DeGeneres show :) but this was on October 22nd last year. ehe.

2009-08-17T14:48:00.005+08:00

i am watching Ellen DeGeneres. and guess what! JASON MRAZ and COLBIE CAILLAT are in it! yay! :D i googled about it, and found out that the show was on 10th Feb early this year :(

oh well. THEY'RE STILL GREAT ! :D

they were singing Lucky (: heart that song (:(:

and their voice are REALLY nice even on live shows :) i like it :D

especially Jason's voice. aaaa xD

and oh! Jason look real good too on the show :D

2009-08-15T15:03:00.003+08:00

HOLY SHIT! HEATH AND STARK ARE GORGEOUSS!!!

CANT WAIT FOR TEMPTEDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D

i'm SO happy i have all the novels of this House Of Night series :D well, all except for Tempted. DUH! haha. i CAN'T wait for October 27th so I could go and buy it :D i DONT even care what's the price. really! :D:D

i have these already :) :

2009-08-06T17:16:00.003+08:00

HAH. i just read stacey's blog. once again my lovely, sexy name appears in her blog (HAHAHA! ew aleen) anyways, i wanted to comment her, but i think i'll just post a blog about it :p

stacey. what i wna say is that, im SOOO gona take my time reading it xD like i said just now at school, im reading some other book while im halfway through Hunted :p :p xD i know stacey. i'm so mean. HAHA. uh oh. lots of peeps are borrowing my book. i feel happy :) can promote the Casts' books :) totally GREAT book :D

wanted to blog about today what happened during school but i forgot what fun things that happened today. HEHE. maybe after i find food and refresh my memory, i'll blog about it later on. ehe. :D

(:BYE.

2009-08-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

hah. 2nd blog for the day. umf. just telling that i AM going for the second night! :D woots! hehe.

when mom was working, she called from office and told me,"leen, dapat la ko g 2nd nite konsert lak. mamy g bintulu ri jemat, xjadi dpospon." (Leen, looks like you're going for the 2nd night of the concert. I'm going to bintulu on friday, there's no postpone anymore ).

MUA HA HA :D

thannnnnnnnnnnnnx alot mom! :D xD uh oh. i'm still needing a ride to go back from school on friday. sigh.