my heart has been crushed. seriously. by mom, abang and kakak. just mean.

i want to take motor license this year but then kakak "accidentally" told me that mom wont let me take motor license. WTF! i WANT. i mean. i CANNOT wait until i'm 18. it's going to be a VERY LONG TIME to wait. wtf. sigh. i was almost crying but i wasn't because of abang and kakak's presence. GOD. why is it SO WRONG?! ): 3 years is A LOOOOONG way to go bah ):): SHIT!