hi :) now life aku.. hm hm.. Idk how to say it. What people keep asking me nowadays:

1) what are you doing now? have you continue your study?



~nope. I'm still here, in Miri. Part-timing with my mom's friend.


2) What's your job?

~ err. I can't really explain it. All I do is I text people about their outstanding Celcom bills (which 45% people won't/refuse on paying. -GAWDD-) after I'm dont with texting, I send emails. yep. still about the same thing. Reminding people.




3) Cool! It must've been fun rightt?

~ aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. 50 50. yang best, the job is REALLY REALLY REALLY EASY. sik best, SO BORINGGGGGGGGGGG. All I do is just sit and use either the handphone or computer.





and the final sad part about my job is sometimes I get replies: 60% curses, 10% tq's & will pay, 10% wrong numbers, 20% calls & keep asking about the same all over again. ADOIH. seriously. eventhough my senior, Miss Angela, keep on answering them to go to any Celcom counter to check, they still keep on babbling babbling babbling. ADEH. apa susah just go to Celcom and check?




NOTES TO ALL OF YOU;

If ever any of you got a reminder from any agencies like that, and they have sent to the wrong number, do FUCKING not waste your time replying all those cursing words (example, salah number la bodo / p*k*mak / k*mak kau b*bi but*h blablablabla) because we DO NOT CARE ABOUT HOW MAD YOU ARE. we're just doing our job tq :) paling senang, just reply there, "wrong number". that's it. tapi if LAGI MALAS, don't reply a.k.a IGNORE the text. haihs. SUSAH SANGAT KAAA?


my experience? there was once this dude replied saying,
"hoi mangkok! salah org lerr. jgn mnipu bley x?? lau nak dwit ponn, cari kerje lerr. jgn nak nipu2. mangkok hayun tol."

eh KAMON LA, AKU TENGAH KERJA LA. tak boleh nak saba ke? sal org remind bill pun nak marah2 ke bro? KAMON LAA. *aku manas abis baca tok*

another one.. this one fella said,
"p*k*mak b*bi but*h jahanam ko. k*mak s*al. ......."

*........ stands for some more but I forgot*

AI. apahal want to curse curse? dapat pahala issit? did you get any money by that that? NO. you even wasted your crdit wtf. SO ANYWAYS. i'm sort off happy with this job but then I'm ALWAYS sleepy due to boring. haha. three days in a row I fell asleep. luckily no one saw me. heeees. Finally, InsyaAllah I will continue my study in Kuching Jan next year. Amin. ^^v

okay. aku sik tauk pahal but aku dah automatically FOBIA ngan hidup ku. why? because of CINDY. nya dah seriously berik aku nightmare until aku takut mok move ok.

fobia dalam:

-mok kerja agik.

-mok sambung blajar.

part mok sambung ya, aku takut bah mun lecturer/chef/org nok ngajar aku ya kelak kdak Cindy. AKU SIKMAOKKKK. NOO. CAM SHIT. okay. aku mok FREEE ):

aiyaii.

It must be awesome to have lots of pretty shirts, dresses and all those type of clothes.

It must be awesome to have lots of pretty shoes, sandals, heels and all those type of footwears.

It must be awesome to have money to buy those.

But I bet it is more awesome to own such pretty face, great body to wear those.

;( ;')

plans?

okay. since aku dah quit kerja now, in my mind is always about sambong belajar. );

aku rindu alu kawan-kawanku nok aku salu jumpa dolok. esp. Pearl, Fel, Jaje, Phoebe, Rachel, Mimi, Piak, Gary B., Ady, Din, Stacey, Stephanie, Abby, Dyg Afiqah, Carolyn, *sorry mun ada yang aku terlupak taep. too emo right now*

Now ada cdak dah sambong blaja, ada yang akan cau. suma jaoh )';

aku harap bila tokrang dah jaoh, iboh lupak ngan Aleen k? Boh lost contact k? ));

dem. emo alu ku tok eh sampei taep tok pun nangis-nangis.

bok tadik Gary B. kol aku pdh yg nya nampak Pearl rah kampus. mok tauk hatiku auto jealous cause suma cdak dah ada something dipolah.. aku now? menganggur. ): tapi aku happy cdak suma dah ada future (; aku tumpang happy k tokrang k? (: aku berenti kerja ada sebab. aku sik tahan kat sia. too pressure. hmm. ada apa-apa, kontek la aku k? i'll try tolong/be there utk korang k? (=

sikcayak kita dah besar suma, we all had those crazy moments and aku sik akan lupak (; bila kta dah tua tua suma, kta polah reunion k? tengok sapa paling banyak kedut. hahaha (; aku rindu all my friends especially Form Three. that was THE best year ever. ;D kta suma still rapat, no awkwardness. gee. fun times lahh. Form 3 trip to Kuching aku rindu abisss. kta suma lam one big group :D awww.

if possible, before korang cau, kta g jalan k? and bila korg da cuti, kita keluar k? (;

i love you all so much kay? (sapa sangka Aleen madah gtok ehh. hahaha) jaga dirik baet-baet. enjoy (= update-update kan lah aku tok nok jaoh k? number ku *insyaAllah* sik akan bertukar. mun bertukar pun aku akan inform (: korang boh lah tukar number k? (;

rindu alu-alu aee ngan korang now. haihhh. especially all my classmates (ingat cekgu Dahlan? (;) and tuitionmates (ingat MarryBrown moments?). aww. ((=

finally, to all my friends, congrats aku ucapkan ngan tokrang nok berjaya masok into Uni. tokrang dah budak Uni now, sekda gk budak sekolah :P dara-dara/bujang-bujang udah, cepat oh masa berlalu? aku doakan yang terbaek untuk korang. (:

ikhlas dari,

damn~ :(

life?

has been pretty fvcked up. I need a break from work. I need HOLIDAYS people!
so what did I tried to do? I tried giving Cindy 1-month-notice-resign letter. just now. but due SOME things that happened in the shop, I had to stay another month. which means May would be my last month. WATTAFAAAAAAAKKKK! :((((((
what I can't really accept is that I HAD TO SACRIFICE. not the others. not those who created the problems. but me. FUCK. why me? UGH.
cause I'm so kind and I still think of my friends'/colleagues' feeling. ish. dah eh. malas dah.

MALAS DAH.

WHUT? )))));

there had been lots of things happening around my life lately *fvck*. ):

today:

Cindy *"darling" supervisor of LL && WOC* caught me doing some stuffs I did few months back ( xD HAHA) and *as usual* she killed me with her verses. Her DAMN sharp painful-to-heart-words *but she never realises that those words also represents herself.* BOO her. Lol. She was so mad till her eyes were more rounded. HAHA. Her eyeballs were seriously red. xD I felt like laughing but hey, I'm not mean kay? xD but still, she took away my mood. (Fvck her) and I went for lunch at 12pm alone. Am couldn't come cause he's still stinky at home xD *don't worry, I still love you dear. ♥♥*

Then I got back lunch. Came a girl (the name's Pat) with her partner asking for a job there. Kak Ebah (my senior - K.E.) told me that's one of the wroker that used to work there and she's VERY close to K.E and K.E's very excited to see her. Aww. she looks so cute jumping like a little kid. Hahaha. So, Pat went for interview with Cindy, asking for her old job back cause she can't stand it at her new workplace and she's really missing K.E. Awwww. Yeah, I'm cool with that BUT! the thing that I'm not cool about is that, Cindy came to me and told me something that's seriously made me sad+aggrieved+no mood+deserted. She told me that she's gonna make me a "Replacement Worker" (whatfvckingever the actual word is). She said that I'm gonna move to WOC (--World Of Cartoon *the shop next to Lovely lace* belongs to the same company with LL--) but I'm still going to be needed at LL. So, if there's too many customer and they can't handle the crowd, they're gonna call me over. Or or whenever the staff of LL's off, I'll be there. WHAT? ): damn. I feel like as if I'm being used. Hey! Look! It's Aleen! Let's just toss her to any shop. She'll do fine. She's young. She'll learn to do things fast. I MEAN! HEY! WTF???! I HATE WOC. Why? Cause I'm fvcking used to LL and I'm VERY comfortable with K.E and Kak Biah *another LL staff* I'm not that comfortable with the other staffs. ): Cindy told me I'll be starting at WOC this Thursday. man. I Don't Want ))): I wanna stayyy! ugh. damn you Cindy Chai!

mode: VERY VERY pissed off.

wow.

lamak dah I didn't touch this blog yo. hahahaha.

highlights of my life?

> aku dah mula kerja since 4th of Jan.

-- actually aku dah mula on the 1st of Jan kat Eastwood but just for 3 days only xD yup. THREE days jak. hahaha. then I quit and got a job kat Lovely Lace. at first aku ingatkan kerja sia better and everyone's alright. sekda nok terok-terok or whatsoever. BUT. apa nok diharap aku salah.

rupa-rupanya, supervisor sia seriously SIBAI! until now. but atleast now aku dah dapat mula tahan.. and kawan-kawan sia pun aku selesa kerja dengan.. si supervisor ya tek, just 10% jak aku okay/suka ngannya. time nya happy / all smiley-smiley jak aku suka. p bila dah pangei shit nya datang. aku pun shitty juak ngannya. --" sampei lah marek, aku nang dah bena-bena sampei limit kemarahan, aku tahan jak and sabar sampei jantongku bedegup laju. and aku tetiba rasa lelah and maok pengsan. but good thing sik ketara and my face sik pucat whatsoever lah. aku just harap aku sik sakit jantong ka apa ka. hmmmmph. CHOI CHOI CHOI. tapi aku hairan baaa. sebelom tok nang SIK PENAH aku asa sampei lelah gia ehh. hairan ku ngan dunia tok -.-""

> aku seriously RINDU keluar ngan kawan.

-- aku rindu ngan semua membe-membe ku bah T.T tapi bila bejumpa now, laen asa. ada janggal kit dah asa.. aku mok free life. I feel like I wna quit my work. )))):

okay. aku sikcukup masa mok habiskan kata-kata ku. ): aku now rah CoffeeBean, update blog while waiting for Amal Ikhwan untuk pulang kejap mok ambik helmet for me. hee. sorry dear because menyusahkan nya xD LOVE YOU! ♥ :D

this thing is damn cute rightttt? XD

STACEY MUJAN JAU!

OMYGOD I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THERE's "Burned" and "Awakened" AFTER TEMPTED!! i want to reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddd! :((((

p/s: sik tergugat ka iman kw tengok these covers?? :O

WHAT'S UP :)

hellooooooooo :)

okay. it's the 26th, a day after Christmas and there's a newcomer in our family :D

nickname: Baby Ain.♥

weight: 2.7kg

was born at: 0545 hours

she's MY december friend :D

and I LOVE LOVE it when she keeps quiet and fell asleep after stroked her cute-chubby-pink cheeks :))) ♥

p/s: i'm SOOOO looking forward to meet her again :)